Dear Bestfriend,
I have been thinking about you. i know that i have not talked to you since the last time you and i unexpectedly met. remember that time? We were both in a crowded party amongst many nameless and faceless people that time. You informed me that you are happily getting married. and i am glad for you. i truly am. but as we spoke some more, it became apparent that although your future marriage is seem to be going well - you are restless. you have this undying urge to go beyond the person you are right now. your confidence may have waned a bit but it is steadily coming back. you said that there are those who perceive you as a doormat. and you also informed me that you want to strangle their accursed necks, though not literally. I saw the life in your eyes and it was like the past all over again. I have fallen in love with you once more. i love you - despite your mistakes, dispite your angst, despite the folly that you sometimes display. bear this inside you, i love you. i truly really love you.
Darwin
Friday, January 27, 2006
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Just Keep It Simple!
It really takes two to tango.Thats the thing i keep on reminding myself on how love really goes.words can really be deceiving especially in the queer scene.infatuation always mislead those people on what true love really means.
We often mistakenly feel dat its love which struck us.but in reality, we just love the feeling of being in love.Its easy to find someone u like, but its hard to find that connection uve been looking for.Im so jaded with love right now.
Too jaded that i become so pessimistic about it.i have a few crushes but none of which
did prosper.i dont make the first move.i hate the feeling of rejection, who does anyway?
sex is so casual for me, its like brushing your teeth 3 times a day or walking inside a fastfood - FAST and EASY!
I have a bunch of friends- REAL friends who have been with me for ages, no need for one now.
money? still broke yet for sure near my fortune. u do some puffs. a couple of bottles. some tiny tabs. snort some lines.then ull feel a temporary contentment.mingle with some. flirt a few. hump one after another.
then ull throw them in the hamper anyway.just think of loving urself.the best remedy to unsolicited loneliness.
just one more thing, "SELFISHNESS is a virtue" just keep it simple.
We often mistakenly feel dat its love which struck us.but in reality, we just love the feeling of being in love.Its easy to find someone u like, but its hard to find that connection uve been looking for.Im so jaded with love right now.
Too jaded that i become so pessimistic about it.i have a few crushes but none of which
did prosper.i dont make the first move.i hate the feeling of rejection, who does anyway?
sex is so casual for me, its like brushing your teeth 3 times a day or walking inside a fastfood - FAST and EASY!
I have a bunch of friends- REAL friends who have been with me for ages, no need for one now.
money? still broke yet for sure near my fortune. u do some puffs. a couple of bottles. some tiny tabs. snort some lines.then ull feel a temporary contentment.mingle with some. flirt a few. hump one after another.
then ull throw them in the hamper anyway.just think of loving urself.the best remedy to unsolicited loneliness.
just one more thing, "SELFISHNESS is a virtue" just keep it simple.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
In a few hours from now a brand new year will start, and hopefully it would bring me better opportunities, new friends and a better perspective in life!
2005 was a very difficult year for me, a lot of hardships and disappointments with my career and with my personal life,eventhough It was also a year to know who my real friends are and also to meet some wonderful people and enjoy some really fun moments...
Again, I hope and pray that 2006 would be a BETTER and BIGGER year for me, I wish that unlike the past years, this comming year would bring me more prosperity, wealth and good health and better realtionships with my family, friends and hopefully someone who I can complement life with!
Lastly, I also pray that this comming year 2006 would make me have a better relationship with GOD.
2005 was a very difficult year for me, a lot of hardships and disappointments with my career and with my personal life,eventhough It was also a year to know who my real friends are and also to meet some wonderful people and enjoy some really fun moments...
Again, I hope and pray that 2006 would be a BETTER and BIGGER year for me, I wish that unlike the past years, this comming year would bring me more prosperity, wealth and good health and better realtionships with my family, friends and hopefully someone who I can complement life with!
Lastly, I also pray that this comming year 2006 would make me have a better relationship with GOD.
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