Thursday, June 01, 2006

I hope Someday He Reads This

it' s been a long time since we parted ways and i know that you' re really happy and inlove now, well i' m glad i made the right decision of letting you go. The first year without you wasn' t really easy for me but i made it through somehow, now i' m fighting for the 2nd year, still without you and most probably i could never have you back again. it was odd 'coz my feelings hasn' t change even a bit.

There were moments where i could still feel the pain and when i start to reminisce our happy moments i would just smile and it' s as if you' re here..i must be crazy.hehe..i was hoping that he takes care of you just the way i do, you know i always wanted to see you happy, that' s my ultimate goal. i still want to put that sweet smile on your face someday, that' s why i' m striving so hard to give atleast one of your greatest dream. Like have your billboard in EDSA or somewhere, i know you really want that.or i hope i could take you to paris your dream place. a pet Chihuahua that you' re longing to have for like years.a european or asian cruise, guess that' s gonna take a lot of money. .but you know what? i really don' t care bout how much will it cost or how will people judge me positively or negatively, no one can measure how happy and fulfilled i am everytime i see you happy. Remember the time when i gave you a ring? i wrapped it around a pink kiddie socks, i asked you if it fit in well you said yes, you were so happy and surprised that time, then you asked me why i gave you a kiddie socks, i started laughing coz you didn' t know that there was a ring on it coz it fell on your bed..it was one of the bestest memories of us..that time i felt very lucky coz how could a 21 years old guy appreciate a simple pink kiddie socks

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